At 5:15am on the 11th August 2017, I could visualise the images. It was intrinsically linked to the diagnosis – I knew I would need chemo, major surgery and radiation. All these hideous things meant I needed to focus on creating something positive as I was able. And I was exhausted – so making ‘slow’ images with a Mousetrap camera to create photogenic drawing paper negatives, with exposure times of up to eight hours, gave me time to rest in between.
The bottles, inspired by the Heidelberg Pharmacy Museum (or Heidelberg ApothekenMuseum in German) brought memories to mind; bottles of photographic chemicals from my grandfather, or a bottle of perfume my father gave my mother. Bottles are receptacles for many things; healing herbs and medicines, nourishing creams, food and wine. To me they speak of memories and are perhaps allegories for life.